One day, as he played there, I called him inside. We were leaving to go away for a few days.He needed to come inside, get cleaned up, and change his clothes. He didn't want to. He wanted to stay and play. He came inside but it was not with a good attitude. He did not ASK to leave the playground - I decided it was time for him to leave. As we drove away from home, he looked with longing at his friends, who did not have a mean Mommy and Daddy like he did.
The next day, we arrived at Disneyworld. There is no way to describe the look on the face of my child as we walked down Main Street, as he saw the characters walking the streets and we walked through the castle. To add joy to his euphoria, we would leave the Magic Kingdom during the heat of the afternoons, and go back to the swimming pool at our hotel, and jump in the water, and swim. After a short daily nap, we'd go back to the Magic Kingdom until midnight. It was like heaven on earth. There was no other moments in his brief existence on earth that Philip had known such a perfect, joyful existence.
During our days as Disneyworld, if one his his neighborhood friends had called him and said, "Philip, we miss you being here at the playground. Please leave where ever you are and come back here now. We miss you!" I imagine he'd say something close to, "Are you serious? You cannot believe how utterly amazing my life is, and the unbelievable things I am seeing and doing. That playground doesn't even come close. My mom and dad are the BEST!"
God taught me something all those decades ago about where I am and where I'm going.
We are living in a little playground now. It's called earth. Although we know it isn't perfect, we want to stay here. We want to live here. We do not want what we do not see.
God has bigger and better things waiting. It is insulting to even compare it to something as insignificant as Disneyworld. It's beyond our present comprehension as we live in this present playground.
But we have to leave this playground to get there.
No one gets to stay here forever. We don't decide. God does.
This present playground is not all there is.
God is good. And He loves His children.